So happY !!So saD!!

if u could know

if u could know whats inside of me

if u could understand why i am this way
its only because i never was the perfect
my life was always hard to take
deep inside was always dark that i can hardly say

all i have now, was hard to get ... im so insecure, just take this hell away from me
i know im so sad ...i wish u COULD KNOW

this pictures inside my mind
they come out every time
i close my eyes....
and when i open them i kick myself
to ensure is real and im not dreaming

i was fighting against all my life
it damaged my mind
all the time
i was waiting for health
it never comes
i just dont want to loose my head
again

this pictures inside my mind
they come out every time
i close my eyes....
and when i open them i kick myself
to ensure is real...still im dreaming?
just know it ...just know it.....
just know that im not so strong
i was sleeping so long
all my life...
i just want to say what i never could tell
i hope u understand....and just dont runaway
from me

i wish u could see the pain in my eyes
you'll get scared ... but is ok ... im here forever .....
forever
forever.....
for you ........



Ps: this lyric was made by me to someone ... but the sad thing was that she didnt cared about it ... so fuck her .... DONT DESERVE !!!