FeEl !!

As i look into my eyes i see the knives
trying to cut my shadow
leaving me with lies
that can not heal
my soul
i have to find a better way to leave my soul away from here
a place to fill my spirit
with everything
i was never here , i was in the dark corner

to feel the safer place i run
i fall
on every single piece of sadness
as i cry
no one can ear me
my hell is cold
my blood is frozen
someone help
me
someone lead the way
im to blame my cause
im to slave
your love
im against your moves
im just feel it

this time is konking all day
dont let me sleep
fuck all in my way
im just a sad creep
im looking a glass
i have to break it
it have my brain locked
locked in a lie

as i see my pain float in the air
i feel life is not fair
as i see my finger burning
i feel my soul is coming
as i modify myself
i burn things i had never felt
as i dream
im on another stream
is it a meaning of my life
or is just a pain in the fucked life ?