I wonder....

You touch my skin , i wonder
if you really enjoy
with my thoughts
i think im your toy
my silence , your words
my mind
shutdown

im cold , im angry
i hate , my suicide
my life , is painless
my future , is my darkness

your hands on my back
your pain , on my mind
i wonder ... i wonder

all your lies filled my mouth
i cant say what i want
i dont dream
i waste it all away
even if you come back
even if you love me again
i wonder...
if it would be the same!!