Server !!

everything i called untrue
seems to be so real
now that im weak
everything can be admited

now that my reality is down
my heart so quiet
these scars of my past
dont let me think straight

tear me apart
bring me down
im a server
to link sadness
feel like i never felt
so bad
so sad´
i wish i could find the reason why
why all seems dead around
i never felt nothing more

im not like i used to be
some thoughts dont disappear easily
but i still thinking how i let it scape
from my pain i builded my life

rip my soul away from my head
my conscience dont let me be someone else
my hair writtes black on blue sky
im not bad , i just turn things good yet !!

here i begin to end this stupid vision
of beeing some crazy corpse
buried down the sea
i found in my habit the air to breath
and there is you
looking at me
my eyes turned white
i can finally live
or is just a ilusion of my mind ???