hApPY nEw YeAr !!

happy new year !!

happy new year , without lies
happy new year , without false words
hope our heart dont dies
when the evil cut it with its swords
when our head look down...

our eyes empty
hope it could be different this time
stop walking on the wire
fill our eyes with life
new and fresh...

forget the past and its scars
its locked in the red stars
red of our blood , our heart
here is a new beggining
a new start
a new feeling
close your eyes
and wake up again ....

The way i taste it !!

if i could find a way
to rest lonely and calm
face with big eyes this days
and no longer waste my time

with single parts of my life
i build a shield
to protect me against
all enemies that want to hunt my soul
and sell it in the death market

this is the way i taste it
things you never wanted to face
but i see your blood
it leave me traces
of your fingers
in my heart
trying to take control of my body
and soul
but until my mind survive
no one can take my soul away from me
cuz this is the way i taste it

but if i fall on your ways
i can find my way back
to protect my love
and leave you with your hate
stills a fate
the fate of me running from you

Cuz all the faces i've seen
turned to void
something left me as i look inside
of pain that i always tryed to hide
all the times i screamed
i died a little more
but now i have to save myself
from all the sickness you inject me
my veins are tired
imploding death
now is time to stop killing me
cuz this the way i taste it
the way
the way i taste
the way i taste it

I AM NOT DEAD
I AM NOT DEAD
IS THIS WHAT I SEE

FeEd Me !!!

BeTrAid !!

I wake up with the feel of being dead all time
all the people i recognize dont know
but i have my head full of some stuff
some stuff they had never lerned
some think is sick
some think is me trying to blame
but is just me
trying to get free from you

this pain
i am ashamed
cuz im not cleaver enought
to run from the things
you have betraid
this love
will born never again
cuz im to stupid to understand
i prefer keep running away
from the words you betraid

living in my head for just one day
seems a big sacrifice
my world is gray
not beatifull
not ugly
just the way it is

This faces i see
i have to bleed
my time is short
is survive or die
die on this rules
i have never been to take them
i just hate it
i just blame it
and i dont have to let nobody see me
dying inside of myself
Im insecure
of things im not sure
you are so pure
but you have betraid me
i will not give you my soul again !!

FoR YoUrSeLf !!!

Im tired of the lies
nothing real you left inside
crowd comes hunt you
and i hope you care

when finnaly you get catched
you'll feel that the objective is dead
nothing is like what was before
everything was seen at this point
what you can do now is run
for your life
for your family
for your soul

cuz nothing could bring you back
you are wasted away
forever your sins will be judged
your are stucked away
away from this world
away from this people
away from your love
away from yourself

nothing could be more clear
we all can see you now
under your feets
you are criyng
wish that this is not real
pray for your gods
hope we would be careless
dream that we would never felt sadness
wish it was a dream
lost on a stream
for your happyness

everyday is another day
is never too late
to rearrange this day
end up the hate
whith your washed soul you will stay
until you die

Die My Skin !!

Something pulls me down
hit me in the heart
make me feel like im an idiot
stealing me my life
i cant understand
am i sleeping awake ??

waking up ... so dead
thinking who will sream , to make me sad
burn me down
hit me in the ground
lie to me
put me in the ashes
of my mind

down again
another time
some people think im already adquired
for death
for pain
for lies that fill my heart
and make me bleed from the eyes

i cant look into the mirror
see my face again
thinking that im straight
looking for light
to free my life
my body shakes agony
it looks like some simplicity
it takes another breath of me
make me disappear
live without fear
receive whatever could appear
.....
then ......
LET ME GO
LET ME GOW
FUCK YOU , YOU DONT OWN ME
YOU NEVER DID
LIER , TELL ME ANOTHER STORY
YOU FAKE
YOU FAKE
YOU FAKE!!!!

die my skin
one more time
reborn from the ashes
like it was the first time
for me........

ThRu ThE DArK !!

tru the dark i walk
braking walls
spreading life
no one cares

smart people grow back
dont have a single interesting piece to me
something is happening
my crash is wondering tomorrow
tomorrow will be ??
will i see ??
SET ME FREE

im ashamed for things i cared
never felt the reason why
distant
from myself
i dont sleep
i dont dream
what kind of hell im living in ?

tru the dark
i separate
my skin , from red , my eyes
turn black
goodbye sad world
goodbye strange friend
that i call my head ...

sing death for this life
bring again an existing lie
fill them with false pretends
as a bastard lives in my veins ...

smart people ... i dont like
idiots they are , thinking they are right
looking my face
seeing some unfinished
no heart , no skin
no life , no pain
no memories , no brain
WITHOUT MYSELF
falling from the train
OF MY LIFE

FeEl !!

As i look into my eyes i see the knives
trying to cut my shadow
leaving me with lies
that can not heal
my soul
i have to find a better way to leave my soul away from here
a place to fill my spirit
with everything
i was never here , i was in the dark corner

to feel the safer place i run
i fall
on every single piece of sadness
as i cry
no one can ear me
my hell is cold
my blood is frozen
someone help
me
someone lead the way
im to blame my cause
im to slave
your love
im against your moves
im just feel it

this time is konking all day
dont let me sleep
fuck all in my way
im just a sad creep
im looking a glass
i have to break it
it have my brain locked
locked in a lie

as i see my pain float in the air
i feel life is not fair
as i see my finger burning
i feel my soul is coming
as i modify myself
i burn things i had never felt
as i dream
im on another stream
is it a meaning of my life
or is just a pain in the fucked life ?

Seeds of destruktion

All the perfect colors inside your mind
dont clarify the sickness you have
more resources you have to find
to feed your flesh , you slave ...

slave of anger
slave of souls
life maniac ... hater

look up the sky ... is bleeding the souls you assumed
look up to the eyes of people
cant you recognize ??
they are inside your rotten apple

leed the way ... consume everything
leave your children with the rests
you cant see anything
as your body the earth infests

slave of anger
slave of souls
life maniac ... hater
what will be your next step??
to takes us all to hell
feed you with all
leave us nothing
slave you are
slave you will be
slave you will turn us all
slave of anger
slave of souls
SEEDS OF DESTRUCTION

why wont you die ... DIE NOW
why wont you disappear ... disappear now

fucker never turned this alrigth
consumer of everything
soon we will be wasted
sucker of our lives
eat our eyes
fill us with lies

c'mon
fucker
waste us now waste us now waste us now
u seed of DESTRUCTION

SMART YOU ARE ....
i HATE you

Special 3vent!!!

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Im awaken , lights on
dogs spliting my flesh ... something is in my eye
I scream until my mouth colapse
my veins are not blue
my nails came out of my ears
nothing i can hear now

so what ?? im this way
nothing you say can modify my cells
and theres no day
theres no time
theres no moment
in this space
can change my cells

this is a special event....

I found the void in their heads
their words dont come inside
never faced the rain of tears
of my eyes
blood spread me
away
something in my eyes
ARE YOU ....


blame me
torture me
scream at me
fuck me
scar me
----- everything you can
so DO IT
do it now do it now do it now do it now

hah aha...
im not sorry for nothing
i leave away with a pretty fuck you
so fuck you!!!